Thursday, May 27, 2010

We're standing next to each other, yet we're so far apart
As our lives drift apart, we grow more fond of other people around us.
you see no fault in what's happening to us
so you continue to live, breathe
I don't think I know you anymore.

Though...
Your amazing, your beautiful, your mind blowing
Your annoying, your insane, your irritating
I would die for you, I would cry with you
I want to punch you, I want you gone
I'd give you my world if you asked for it
I hate you, I love you, I forgive you

I have thrown all my cards on the table for you, baby
You make it hard for me to breath
I'm fighting for your love, though I already have it
You hurt me so, I don't want you around anymore
My heart aching, I begin to choke back my tears

Though...
Your amazing, your beautiful, your mind blowing
Your annoying, your insane, your irritating
I would die for you, I would cry with you
I want to punch you, I want you gone
I'd give you my world if you asked for it
I hate you, I love you, I forgive you

I watched as you walked away from me and it broke my heart
Because today was the day, I didn't want you to go away

Though...
Your amazing, your beautiful, your mind blowing
Your annoying, your insane, your irritating
I would die for you, I would cry with you
I want to punch you, I want you gone
I'd give you my world if you asked for it
I hate you, I love you, I forgive you

Today was the day, I didn't want you to go away

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

I've never seen anyone so anxious
Fighting for what she believes in
Nothing ever happens
Disappointment and failure reaps her face
We all know

She's had enough, She's giving up
Her head held high when you walk by
I can see, she's screaming on the inside
Innocence stolen, her pure heart trampled
Never to see her face again, would you even care?

Tell her she was just a waste of your time
Stop the lies, she deserves honesty
Did you even love her?
Falling over you she has nothing left
She's dying

She's had enough, She's giving up
Her head held high when you walk by
I can see, she's screaming on the inside
Innocence stolen, her pure heart trampled
If she ran away from here, would you even notice?

She's fought this fight for far too long
Reaching out for you, scratching out her eyes
There's apart of her missing whenever your not around
She lies where you were once

She's had enough, She's giving up

I can see, she's screaming on the inside
Innocence stolen, her pure heart trampled

Thursday, May 20, 2010

I believe I was born to be unhappy, but to make others happy. =)
I saw a man today, he looked as if he was aimlessly wandering the streets. As I passed him slowly, I heard him softly say "She's not gone, she's here, by my side holding my hand" I looked at his face as he smiled. I couldn't help but stop and ask, "Excuse me, but who's holding your hand?" he explains "my girlfriend, she loves me." Confused, I stated "Sorry, but why did you say she's not gone?" He fell to his knees and started to sob "she died today, somewhere along this road and I wasn't there to stop that car hitting her."
-I watched as he walked away and it broke my heart, though I know I'll see him tomorrow.

-You say nothing's wrong, your fine, then you laugh nervously like it's going to make me stop worrying about you. I can see it in your eyes and feel it in your absent kiss.

-I don't think he has any idea how much I really do love him.

-Have you ever loved someone so much it crippled you into insanity?

-Have you ever cared for someone as much as I do for you?

-We're standing next to each other, yet we're so far apart.

-I'm watching her, she misses you, she misses your scent, your glorious smile.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

As our lives together drift apart, we grow more fond of the other people around us.
Seeing no fault in what's happening we continue to live, breath.
We live life, slowly becoming more and more different to each other.
I don't think I know you anymore.