Sunday, September 26, 2010

I've never been so sure about anything

Now that your here
Everything has gotten so clear
Even the storm clouds are calm


You told me you'll be my forever

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

We fight, scream and never fix it
Crying out to someone
I made a bad decision
But I'll shut my mouth

Now that my heart beats for you
Like the clock that never stops tick, tick, tickin' away
My head thinks about you
Like a song stuck on repeat playin' over and over again

You told me you were here to stay
Now you have to leave me
But, I fell in love so I know
There's no turning back

Now that my heart beats for you
Like the clock that never stops tick, tick, tickin' away
My body lies here, waiting
Like you were going to come back to me

Now that your here
I have one last thing to say
Take your bags and leave
Because you made my heart stop, now
Like a fighter droppin' their fists
'Cause they can't keep fight, fight, fightin' anymore.
I give up.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

I think I love you
Say it again, tell me I'm the only one
Tell me I'm your fallen angel
That I'm not sleeping up on a cloud
Waiting to fall for you

For love, for love
Funny how, we'll do anything for love
Thinkin' it's the real thing
Believin' all my feelings were so true
For love

You let me hit the ground
I hit my head and broke my leg
As you broke my heart in two
Ya know I believed in you
And everything you used to do

And you know that you hurt me then
but I would do it all again

For love, for love
You know that, we'll do anything for love
Thinkin' it's the real thing
Believin' all your feelings were so true
For love

What did i do wrong
I'm choking on my tears
It doesn't have to be like this
Stop hiding behind your fears

For love, for love
You know, we'll do anything for love
Thinkin' it's the real thing
Believin' all our feelings were so true
For love
I Aimlessly wandering
Tripping, stumbling over my feet
Slowly moving through the crowd
Zombie, zombie, zombie
That's all I am

Friday, July 9, 2010

My best friend.
You take my beatings.
Listen when I need you to.
Hug me until I fall asleep.
Stay with me when I cry.
Laugh with me.
Your always there, when I get home.
iLove you Bella, My teddy bear.

Monday, June 21, 2010

i want to see you one last time
i am taking the pills now and forever

no, no please don't
don't do it, your crazy

but it's freedom
freedom from here

no, you'll be away from me
for a very long time
baby..don't stop talking
i love you
stop! please, please don't go
i couldn't leave you

good, your okay

i'm not okay
i'm writing my good-byes
the letter to my family
letter to those i knew but never forgot

but your not dead
it's not too late to turn back now
baby, i need you

so strange, why
i won't be alive tomorrow
i'll never forget your beautiful face
i'm going outside to see the sunrise one last time
it's so beautiful

i know baby, another to live
your so beautiful
your picture isn't enough anymore

heaven is more beautiful
i'll be sure to go there
i don't know how
i'm just hoping
stop!
no, no, baby don't do it
you have no reason to do it
you're perfect in my eyes

no, no
watching the silence fill your eyes kills me inside
don't wanna lose you forever
you'll be gone forever
never to be seen again
my invisible ghost
roaming the earth, lost, stumbling
searching for who you are

we're losing this battle we call life
you fall into the arms of death
forever lost, your soul searching for it's end
you make it seem like an accident
but it's no accident

no, no
watching the silence fill your eyes kills me inside
don't wanna lose you forever
you'll be gone forever
never to be seen again
my invisible ghost
roaming the earth, lost, stumbling
searching for who you are

no, no, we all know you
amazing, full of life, but now
your gone, gone
your soul searching for it's end
searching, searching for who you are

Monday, June 14, 2010

Right now, everything just crumbled at my feet
While I kneel trying to pick up the fragile pieces
People continue to pass by as if I'm not there at all
I stay there, frozen, as everyone rushes on by
My body refusing to move, I'm stuck

Confused and shaken up
I feel restrained
I have no control
I've lost all that I am

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Hey, I thought it was time I told you


Your the Shining Sun That Brightens Up My Day,
The Bright Stars I Could Stare At For Hours.
The Rain Drop On The End Of My Nose I Hesitate To Whip Away,
The Tall Tree That Started Growing On My Heart,
The Colourful Rainbow After The Storm,

Your The One That Makes Me Wake Up With a Smile On My Face


Your the Fast Tornado That Swept Me Off My Feet,
The Warm Breeze I've Been Waiting For,
The White Daisies Growing At My Feet I Could Lie In Forever,
The Calm Wind That Says It's Going To Be Okay,
The Waterfall That Flushes Away The Pain.
Your The One That Makes Me Wake Up With a Smile On My Face

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

I told him to leave here
Never to return again
My heart stopped
Skipping seven and a half beats

Chorus

They told me I'm an angel
"Heal the world with your presence"
He said it's not possible

Chorus

The thought of him lingers through my mind
Making my toes tingle, and my lips tremble